Suicide

I don't feel like trying anymore. I don't think I live in a world that cares about anything and I wonder why I even bother. I am depressed. Even my friends don't seem to give me comfort. When I am not at work all I think about is suicide. I can't seem to shake this feeling. The silence around me is deafening. I feel uncomfortable in the world and I don't trust anything.

I know my loneliness is shared by others. But yet everyone seems scared to death to share their life with another. I can't bare the thought of going to my death alone. I can't bare it.